I have never wanted to fully walk away from my faith. There are parts of my faith/religion I have problems with like most believers do. I have had my doubts and I have questioned what I believe in, it’s OK to do that. There was a time when I was younger when I was not fully participating in the practice of my faith. I am open to the wisdom of other faiths because it’s good to be connected as a human family. God is still good and it’s hard to walk away from Him.